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Mom made her transition from the planet earth to the Kingdom of Heaven one month ago…March 17, 2016.  It seems like only yesterday.  I still remember arriving in California to rush to her bedside and see her again after being separated from her for one year and ten months…May 7, 2014, until March 13, 2016.

Mom and I had never been more than a phone call away, all of my life…

Mom and I were always together, or a phone call away…What separated us was a family who neither one of us knew or ever imagined…The love of money transforms people into creatures you would never dream of ever crossing your path. They took the eighth commandment and violated it in every way imaginable…in ways that only the Devil himself could conjure into being! In the process, disrespecting and violating a mother’s wishes, and separating her from the daughter she knew she could depend on to carry out her wishes for a peaceful life in her final years.

God granted my prayer…I asked to see my mother one more time before either she or myself left this world for the next…I prayed that he would release her from her pain and torment, and wrap His loving arms about her, and take her home.

I spent three days by her bedside.  When I arrived on the night of March 14th, she was in her room alone and she was slipping in and out of consciousness.  I leaned over her and kissed her forehead.  I took her hand and kissed it several times…then I whispered in her ear… “Mom, its me…its Charlene.” She opened her eyes immediately.  She could not speak because of the tubes…she closed her eyes, and I whispered again in her ear…”I’m here to take you home.”

I thanked her for being my mother…for teaching me so many things about life that I may not have discovered on my own…for loving me…and letting me love her.  I told her not to worry about me, because I would be fine…I told her that so many people who had gone before her, were waiting to welcome her…to give her more love than she could ever imagine! That God, Himself, was waiting to welcome His daughter back home…

It saddened me that those who she was leaving behind…whom called themselves sons and daughters and sisters and brothers…aunts and uncles…nieces and nephews…were being just that, left behind…because they chose a path contrary to the Truth…the Light…and the Way…The children that she loved, coveted her life in a way that they still choose to defend in darkness….

I know that for me, I was blessed to have the best of Mom in life…and in her passing…and one day when my time is done…I will see Mom again…Until then, I hold her in my heart…and rejoice…knowing, that she is home again.  Every Saint Patrick’s Day will be extra special…The luckiest day of the year paved Mom’s entrance into Heaven!

Lisa, Brenda and Deidre…

What you all have done and continue to do is not what Mom or Grandma, or our family is all about… Nor would they condone what you have done and are conditioning people and family around you to accept as truth… Cousin Mignon Jiles has bought into your masterful lies… hook, line and sinker…to the point of condemnation and participation…so sad for one who says that she is a “Child of God.”

You all need to stop with these fabrications or you will cause irreparable damage to yourselves and your children.  My niece and nephew came to me with troubled hearts, seeking solace in finding out answers. Is this what you really want?!

This was never about any of you. It was always about Mom and what she wanted and honoring her wishes.  Your unfounded imaginings took away Mom’s desired life, her wishes and the hard earned money that was going to buy her a new home…pay off all of her debts…and give her peace and comfort in her remaining years…

When she was living here in New England, I asked her if she would ever be happy…

“No, she said…because the children I love won’t let me live my life in peace.”

You all certainly proved her right with your never ending persecutions of her…Who would call the police on their mother for not wanting to stay overnight with them? Who would file an erroneous conservatorship petition against a mother’s competency, in a bid to have control over her mother, knowing her mother did not want her to be her caregiver, let alone, her conservator? Who would take a mother away from her chosen caregiver, stating that “I would rather see my mother dead, than for her to be with Charlene!”

Why, Lisa? Because she did not want to be with you? She made that plain and clear in documents and videos, that you still refuse to acknowledge….

Your delusions must cease, as I mentioned above, this is NOT our family’s way…to promote such darkness, lies and cruelty…

Grandma’s family has always been about love and kindness… What you are all doing is laying waste to their goodness…

God knows your hearts… What you are doing and what you have done is not honoring Mom or her family… She would not, and did not subscribe to this…

End it, and find yourselves before it is too late… Do it for your children. Find peace…

The truth is being revealed…it can no longer be contained….

Our loved ones leave behind spaces in the world that can never be filled.

But they also leave behind love and light in each of us,

sparks of joy and hope

that live in our hearts and give strength to our souls.

A sin of commission is a sin that one takes action to commit, whether in thought, word or deed…knowing…that it is wrong.

“What comes out of the mouth proceeds from the heart, and this defiles a person. For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false witness, slander.” (Matthew 15:18-19).

Brenda, I was crying for all the wrong that you, Deidre and especially Lisa, did to Mom… and continued to do… you could not respect her enough in her transition from this life to the next, to stop with your inappropriate comments, actions and deeds, at her deathbed vigil. She heard every word…every falsity…every curse word…all your unfounded venom…at her bedside. Shajuan is definitely your daughter… evil is the result of bad actions stemming from a bad character. Evil is morally wrong, sinful and wicked.

Your hearts were seen that day of all days…by everyone…especially Mom. You all gave her an everlasting portrait of who you really are. The truth will continue to be revealed….

Those who live by the light, will always shine their light like a beacon…through the darkness…

Those who close their minds, hearts, and souls to light and embrace the darkness in spewing evil, cruelty and hate, have made a conscious choice in thought…word…and deed…your choices have been made very clear…you cannot serve two masters.

Sins of Commission continually committed, know only one path….

Mom passed away on Saint Patrick’s Day…March 17, 2016, at 11:50 am.  My heart was joyful because a prayer had been answered…a prayer to deliver her from her pain, suffering and torment had been mercifully answered.  I will love and miss my mother forever.  I prayed for the ability to tell her so, and God most mercifully granted that part of my prayer as well.

Believe this, all those who are still not convinced…God is very much in the here and now, and is watching while debts, sins and transgressions are being committed and adding up at a gargantuan pace.  The only person you are fooling, is yoursef if you choose to use your free will to sow massive seeds of destruction in continuously breaking spiritual laws as if they do not apply to you…

Free will is operating on this planet.  We cannot blame God for what we set into motion.  All that we are experiencing, and all that we are witnessing, is being committed by our own…people…friends…lovers…spouses…sisters…brothers…mothers…fathers…everyone.

Jesus said that he had come to bear witness to the truth…and the truth is “that there is none good but the Father.” I watched and witnessed as my mother was betrayed and persecuted by her children…I watched as the words of Jesus became a sobering reality. I understood, finally.

God knows our hearts…we may try and cover up the truth of our actions from others, but we cannot hide from God…and God is always here…always listening…always waiting…knowing all…

An answer came on Saint Patrick’s Day and reaffirmed my belief in things unseen….